WOW! Man I was in the same boat for awhile just cause I thought things were not where I wanted to be in the hobby- but over time it got better and better, but then I started to lose interest of maintaining a larger tank which was only a 72G bowfront which was a 4' tank- I did not want that size of a Tank any longer I was actually going to go with a 25G rimless but then my wife talk me into a 45G cube which I was really not happy with it cause I did not buy it RR.
I was going to custom drill the tank and when I did I ended up cracking it- I thought I was going to be done from there and didn't even think about wanting another Tank.
My wife came to me and said this can't happen you put alot of work into having a Nice Tank and a Nice Reef you can't quit. She said to go and get another Tank and make sure it was RR. By that time I didn't even want to spend the money for another tank but to my Luck Best Fish which is a Sponsor here had a Sale on 60G RR which was almost the same price as a NON-RR 45G cube so I jumped on it and said Honey we are taking a Drive to Milwaukee I found the Tank I want and it's not a 45G but 60G.
Anyhow the Moral of the Story is if your Wife is backing you up take it and run with it not many Wifes like the idea of us MEN especially Married ones with kids let them enjoy something they like, if she is willing to help that is a plus.. Good Luck man but Plus 1 on downsizing you'll feel better that your not fully out of the hobby.